I have never felt this way before... feels like somebody is pulling me behind... i don't know i don't feel confident in myself... people have been asking me if i m ok... i just remained silent for i did not what to answer... such a simple question seemed too difficult... these days are killing me.. such a hectic schedule....moreover this rain never seems to stop. Too bored to start a new beginning... and i m too idle to do any works... even if i m lacking behind, i don't actually worry but the thing i do care most is that i just want to run away from here and be in a place where  there are people who does not pretend to be fake....i just hate myself for having this kind of life where people just don't understand...i don't have an idea how people judge me but i just want to say that i m just having being the one i am just now....so please don't poke your nose into my business..you are just temporarily needed.....